us geminis….we always stick together. no matter how much time passes by, we always come back to each other.because we’re so much of the same we tend to be very set in our ways. so if we feel a certain way, we feel it deep within our soul and don’t want to budge. so when two geminis are in a friendship there can always be room for havoc due to the extremes of the personalities. but we always come back to each other.
learning to not expect these moments to last forever, but to cherish them while they are in the now. forever doesn’t exist. false reality.
i know it shouldn’t matter, but i always catch myself wondering…. did my birth mother love me? was giving me up an easy choice? i personally don’t think it too much mattered to her. i say this because she had other children. other children that she did not keep as well. maybe she wanted to keep and love us. but the addiction was too strong? maybe she couldn’t pay for an abortion? shit who knows? certainly not me….